Grief is the cost of love
And I'm not rich enough
I'm not rich enough
Thoughts put me back to that bar
Where I can't stand up
Try to find
Try to find the exact moment
When you turned it off
Before you walked out on me
I don't feel love
I can't feel you anymore
I don't feel love
I can't feel you anymore
If you play with a heart enough
It turns to dust
It turns to dust
When you cut out the middle, you're living with a husk
When I call out your name and you don't answer back
I spiral down, down, down, down
Down into the black
I don't feel love
I can't feel you anymore
I don't feel love
I can't feel you anymore, anymore
You see I can't see through this understanding
I can't see what you want me to say
You throw the past at me like a stone
And kick my dust in my bloodied face
Try to find
Try to find the exact moment
When you turned it off
Before you walked out on me
I don't feel love
I can't feel you anymore
I don't feel love
I can't feel you anymore, anymore
You see just where to lay me open
I stay around just drinking my pain
You throw my words at me like a stone
And spit my lies back in my bloodied face