There's some truth behind lies
When you say I'm alright
Cause you know that I probably never will
When I'm facing my fears
Just like every new years
I can't cover up my new black eye
I lie through my teeth
My excuses are weak
I can shame myself all that I can
I've had a bad week
I've been buried beneath
All these micromechanical sands
Oh Didn't I, Didn't I,
Didn't I tell myself I wouldn't do this anymore
There's some colors behind
It's just not black and white
My mind just can't seem to settle in
When I've cut all my ties
And I've told all my lies
I can't cover up where I've been
I was crippled and weak
A slippy path on my feet
I can't take it with all these new plans
I got a home in the states
We're united ok
But something just don't seem right
Oh Didn't I, Didn't I
Didn't I tell myself I wouldn't do this anymore