My head can't recall what the sight was like Was I all 20 something doom and gloom When I came out of your womb and did you spank and shake My little eyes awake like my anxiety will do The bar flies can't kick it after two And me I'm stuck on gunk paper my world just gets smaller And that's why no one can find me Sit up and stand tall but my legs give out and I withdraw And my apartment walls can tell stranger tales Than anything I've been through at all Except when I tumbled down the 15 Now I'm kickin' nickels in the pan-hands Hoping that shit comes right back to me And the pursuit's the only thing that I have Oh yeah ain't it grand to be bland in an unavoidable Yet a probable pin-drop of a chance No one can find me here That's why I have a tendency to go and run my mouth Cause I can't depend on no one else I've got my living costs and a bumper sticker that reads "All who wander are not lost" Screw aligned planets and star belts Man, I can't depend on no one else