8: 35 and I'm a wreck hung the carpets out on the fence See if the sun can clean them out I don't know why I'm overwhelmed Feels like I can't do enough and you ain't looked my way in months You speak just for applause now we don't talk talk anymore now Grease up all around the stove burned out porch light and dirty clothes I think "I can work this out" it's all smoke here from floor to ground And all I know is I'd rather be alone of that I'm sure And all I know is I can't live on talk no more unless it's my own Not sure what I can get back considering the way I left I felt all swallowed up then a beginning that may never end We spent all that damn time moving me to your side of life But all steps I take I own they are mine and mine alone I stare down time well spent time now irrelevant And all I know is I'd rather be alone of that I'm sure And all I know is I can't live on talk no more unless it's my own