I sleep best with the rain upon this shed Still counting miles, but I'm not sure How many good ones I've got left In some ways I know that I should settle down But it ain't in me right now, so I'll keep it slow And keep looking all around A mind don't turn with feet nailed to the floor Keep a pounding heart full of love for all Turn no one away but keep close what's yours Man, life ain't half bad here but it sure as hell ain't ideal Can't sort what's been gained to what's been stole Or how hours can add up to all these years Morning's best when health's leaning on my side Have some coffee, get on a walk for some air Just to clear my mind Come afternoon, although I'm tired and drained I get my work done without a sound and wonder if it's even Worth the pay By nightfall when I'm all alone and can hardly move I can't call it common sense, but I fight to not drink And fight to plan my next move I shouldn't be this tired yet, I shouldn't put so much into not knowing If I should've stayed or gone or who I could've let down Or what I did right or what I did wrong Carry me on, let me get some rest I know I said that I'd be alright when you left But carry me on, let me get some help It's hard to admit now, but I can't do this by myself