Yeah, I'd rather be a lover than a fighter 'Cause all my life I've been fighting I never felt a feeling of comfort All this time I've been hiding I never had someone to call my own I'm so used to sharing And loving never gave me a home So I'll sit here in the silence I found peace in your violence Can't show me there's no point in trying I'm not one, and I've been quiet so long And I found peace in your violence Can't show me there's no point in trying I'm not one, and I've been quiet so long I've been quiet so long I've been quiet so long Now I'm in need of a savior But I'm not asking for favors My whole life I've felt like a burden I think too much and I hate it I'm so used to being in the wrong I'm tired of caring Loving never gave me a home I'm at one with the silence I found peace in your violence Can't show me there's no point in trying I'm not one, and I've been quiet so long And I found peace in your violence Can't show me there's no point in trying I'm not one, and I've been quiet so long I've been quiet so long I've been quiet so long And I found peace in your violence Can't show me there's no point in trying I'm not one, and I've been quiet so long