Will I drink the water Feeding by the tears of the saints? Will I touch the fire Feeding by the flames sent from hell? I'm trapped between the light and my mistakes And tried so hard to hide all my worries I see the pain that I caused every day Is it going to keep me here? One step forward one step back to the stairs (one step forward one step back) I'm burried alive I'm the one to blame (I'm the one to blame) Will I find the answers The right words to keep me awake? Will I know what's after After all the clouds in my way? I'm trapped between the light and my mistakes And tried so hard to hide all my worries I see the pain that I caused every day Is it going to keep me here? One step forward one step back to the stairs (one step forward one step back) I'm burried alive I'm the one to blame (I'm the one to blame) I know behind this wall hope is coming But I don't want to live my life through memories One step forward one step back to the stairs I think my last hour has come I just can't figure out where I've been wrong I think my last chances are gone I can barely face the truth, not like nothing at all One step forward one step back to the stairs (one step forward one step back) I'm burried alive I'm the one to blame (I'm the one to blame) I know behind this wall hope is coming But I don't want to live my life through memories One step forward one step back to the stairs