I tell you I'm ok
Even though I'm lying to your face
I don't want to feel like a burden
I don't say a thing
I wish that you could read my mind
I wish that you could read my mind
I just need a peace of mind
I wish that you could see I'm not alright
I tell you I'm ok
I don't want no the cameras in my face
I just need some space
I'm trying to find my place
I wish that you could read my mind
I wish that you could read my mind
Lately I been bleeding inside
I guess that I'm the one that chose this life
Nowadays try not to run away
Away from all the feelings I've been feeling lately
Sometimes I be thinking I need therapy
I'm always overthinking situations
It's so hard for me to say feel like I got nobody
I been going out my way for people who won't do the same
Always thought as I got older man I thought that shit would change
Took a while for me to learn how people be so damn ungrateful
The shit that people do to me I'd never do the same
I got people out here using me for beneficial gain
They act like they don't do it when you put it in they face
Man that shit so strange
I stay out the way
It's dirty dirty game
Friends ain't even your friends
That's the reason I stay away
All I wanna do is win it's been taking all my patience
All these bitches out here out hoeing then expect for you to save them
Man I hate this generation
I swear that I can't take it
I swear I ain't going to fake it
Tired of bending my back for people
So I'm breaking out that matrix
I ain't been spending I've been saving
All these bills man I hate it
Suicidal thinking
Suicidal thinking
I tell you I'm ok
Even though I'm lying to your face
I don't want to feel like a burden
I don't say a thing
I wish that you could read my mind
I wish that you could read my mind
I just need a peace of mind
I wish that you could see I'm not alright