It hurts like hell
But I'd given myself into thinking
You'd settle down
Now I'm holding my eyes and blinking
And I almost choked
When you offered me a smoke on your cigarette
Dry your eyes
This is only the first death
Well it took me by surprise
When you held me to your chest and said
I could love you in secret
I could love you in secret
I could love you in secret
But no one can know
It was all arranged
Yeah I planned my jokes before I'd see you
And it sounded strange
But there was reason for sadness between you
There's reason for sadness between you
There's reason for sadness between you
And I almost choked
When you offered me a smoke on your cigarette
Dry your eyes
This is only the first death
Well it took me by surprise
When you held me to your chest and said
I could love you in secret
I could love you in secret
I could love you in secret
But no one can know
I could love you in secret
I could love you in secret
I could love you in secret
But no one can know
In a dream I had it all made sense
In a dream I had, it all made sense to me
In a dream I had, in a dream I had
In a dream I had, it all made sense
In a dream I had, it all made sense to me
In a dream