It hurts like hell But I'd given myself into thinking You'd settle down Now I'm holding my eyes and blinking And I almost choked When you offered me a smoke on your cigarette Dry your eyes This is only the first death Well it took me by surprise When you held me to your chest and said I could love you in secret I could love you in secret I could love you in secret But no one can know It was all arranged Yeah I planned my jokes before I'd see you And it sounded strange But there was reason for sadness between you There's reason for sadness between you There's reason for sadness between you And I almost choked When you offered me a smoke on your cigarette Dry your eyes This is only the first death Well it took me by surprise When you held me to your chest and said I could love you in secret I could love you in secret I could love you in secret But no one can know I could love you in secret I could love you in secret I could love you in secret But no one can know In a dream I had it all made sense In a dream I had, it all made sense to me In a dream I had, in a dream I had In a dream I had, it all made sense In a dream I had, it all made sense to me In a dream