When the shadows washed away I was painting larger ones Larger than the canvases The canvases I can't believe And I can't understand when things turn gray I'm not who I was in the morning And there's a million reasons that I'd like you to stay Time to utter the words, while you're falling I run out the bedroom Cause I can't really breathe A recurring fear of being tied down And I would like to blame it on the artist in me But there's no one in there who buys that bullshit I'm going through girls And pushing through crowds And she knows I'm looking for her And I'm going through hell Through the darkest sides of myself I only want what I can't have Run ahead Don't wait up Just run ahead Don't wait up Cause I'll follow you there Follow you there I'll follow you there Follow the ocean Follow you there Follow you there The road's not far way I only want I only want her today I only want what I can't have I only, I only want her today I only want what I can't have