I got these voices in my head prolly want me dead
Keep on believing what they said end up in the grave
Now I'm speaking what they fed
Standing on the edge
If they tell me one more time
I might just jump
Then time is up
I'm on the ledge
And right now I feel stuck
Save me from myself
Save me from myself
Can anybody hear me?
I'm fighting through this hell
Save me from myself
Save me from myself
I'm stuck inside the matrix
Can anybody help?
Don't listen to the voices
They can fill you up with pride
Fill you with their lies
Then it's homicide
Manic episode
And it got you on the rise
Changing channels in your mind
Villain in disguise
Thoughts like kryptonite
Got you compromised
Wasn't overnight
Couldn't find the light
Had the strength to fight
But now you paralyzed
Was seeking the truth turned my thoughts jaded
Ruminating on the world's pain and
Started separating into isolation
I was all alone the voices waited patient
I had no idea they were tryna change me
I buried it deep down thought my mind was racing
By the time that I realized was stuck entangled
Had to smile to fake it
They were tryna make me insane
Then I recognized they couldn't help me
Wanted to keep me there sick wasn't healthy
Went to a therapist got people round me
I became aware demons surrounding
I found a daily routine and I got free
Prayed on my knees
Heard all my pleas
Now I'm different person had to truly believe
Save me from myself
Save me from myself
Can anybody hear me?
I'm fighting through this hell
Save me from myself
Save me from myself
I'm stuck inside the matrix
Can anybody help?
It was subtle when I started hearing voices
They were controlling my choices
Thinking that I would be poisoned
Bipolar that meets paranoia
Schizoaffective the meds I injected
Only left me feeling like I was neglected
I had intension of making inventions to jump out the whip at the intersection
I was reflecting that I was infected but in retrospection it was only inception
Stigma or demon or who you dissecting
I still got the spirit I still got election
I been in psychosis with my diagnosis
But I keep it coasting while most of em folding
I been on psychotics I been to the bottom
Now I'm theologic in my oblongata
When the psych ward is my comfort zone
I know the feeling of being far from home
Strapped down to gurney it's murder she wrote
It was the pills they said it's the dope
It was a thrill till I found a rope
5250 that's just tryna cope
The only thing I had left was holding on to hope
Now the only thing left is letting go
I got these voices in my head prolly want me dead
Keep on believing what they said end up in the grave
Now I'm speaking what they fed
Standing on the edge
If they tell me one more time
I might just jump
Then time is up
I'm on the ledge
And right now I feel stuck
Save me from myself
Save me from myself
Can anybody hear me?
I'm fighting through this hell
Save me from myself
Save me from myself
I'm stuck inside the matrix
Can anybody help?