Tried to write a letter to myself Got it back marked in red No return address, but it keeps on coming back Can't keep these thoughts to myself The page is burnt and black But it keeps coming back Return to sender Tried to write a letter to myself Got it back marked in red No return address but it keeps on showing up Either dwell, or face myself, force-fed apologies Try not to throw them up Return to sender This body is bleeding my fingers are black It keeps coming back, can't stop it coming back If it says that I'm fine I'll believe that I'm not Can't trust a fucking word I say If it says that I'm fine please believe I am not Can't trust a single word My mouth is full of ink, my words are bleeding out My mouth is full of ink, unsteady bleeding out If it says that I'm fine please believe I am not Can't trust a fucking word Can't trust a word i say