I often think about what will happen to me I made up my mind to change my life, but everything stays the same Found comfort in memories, fantasies and dreams The only things I know that won't grow old And be different than they were yesterday Yesterday When morning time comes, I'll bring my heart along It's that moment when the streetlights are still on at 6 a.m. I know the sun is coming but it's still so dark And the view of the city sleeping evokes forlorn Painful, but peaceful I'm free from judgement I wanna feel this way forever I always wanted to be that character in the movie Who makes everyone happy and makes her parents proud But that script was ripped to shreds on the day that I was born Now I'm a crisis actor fighting for the big screen You only think about yourself We all have problems, we all need help And I can't help it if I feel this way It's not my decision if everything will be okay Everything is not okay Everything is not okay I want to kill myself We all have problems, we all need help So this is where our love will lie, the you and I in suicide I love you ♪ Fuck the fantasy Fuck the sanguine Fuck the trigger I want to lock and load 931 chambers And make the coldest dish of revenge ever served And go one by one by one until they're all- Homicide is a favor, thank me in hell