First period, first day
2nd floor, 3rd door down, I'm ready now
To get this year over with
No music, just a dirty blue hoodie
And a messenger bag full of useless shit
Destructive tendencies, they run deep through me
Someone told me life's what you make it
I guess I'm just making it anxious
And it's too late for me to shake it
'Cause now I'm right here
But I feel like this year will be different
Like maybe somehow I'll make a difference
And maybe someone somewhere will listen
For now, I'm right here
It's always been up to me
Fuck, I forgot my combination
16-18-14? No
Fuck! I forgot my combination
27-35
Everything gets forgotten or I lose it or I'm late
It's like something's disconnected somewhere deep inside my little
Pink brain
Maybe it's just dark blue, maybe it's not there at all
Wait, I think my phone died
I think my zipper's down
I think I'm gonna cry
I think a lot if you couldn't tell
But don't tell anyone
No, seriously, don't fucking tell anyone, for real, I'm not kidding
Destructive tendencies, they run deep through me
The Counselor told me life is what you make it
I guess I'm just making it anxious
And it's too late for me to break it
'Cause I know I'm right here
But I feel like this year will be different
Like maybe somehow I'll make a difference
And maybe someone somewhere will listen
For now, I'm right here
For now, I'm right here
Running in circles leaves me out of breath
All I want is a break from the stress
This shit isn't new to me
I'm used to the scenery and I'm all out of breath
This year, I don't wanna play dead
The best way out is through, I wanna make it end
Fuck Temple, fuck Drexel, give me my paper
So I can walk out those doors, I don't care about a major
Who cares about a major? I don't give a fuck about a major
I made it this far, I just have one more year then
Everything will be fine
The underdog always finds a way