Better watch your step or you'll be cut in two
Holding onto conversations, I have no say in
I'll often hold back feelings I can't show
Can't you see that I'm lonely
I think that's just funny
'Cause the best times seem to come when you're alone
I don't need to make it up to you
And what you couldn't do
So I'll keep you on loop
Thinking back to when I wasn't you
And things I didn't do
And even with a thousand years on standby,
I can't seem to get the fact out of my mind
Falling farther, there's so much I haven't seen
Every day without you is my fantasy
I keep repeating every meeting
Just to fill the hole you left
I can't take it, you stand tainted
Time stands still but yet complete
I keep repeating every fleeting second that keeps me intact
Even if I fall asleep
Your memories still haunt me
Even if I didn't dream
The sight of you still taunts me
Holding onto your relations
I clearly wasted
All my time with pointless goodbyes
The people, faces, places I don't wanna see
Get stuck on eternal repeat
Would time pass
If I were falling slowly
Would I care
If you could barely know me
Falling backwards, there's so much I'd rather see
Every day spent with you is a fallacy
I keep repeating hours, seething
Wishing I could get them back
I can't take it, time stands tainted
Always still but yet complete
I'll keep repeating every meeting
Hoping one day you will come back
Falling farther, there's so much I haven't seen
Every day without you is my fantasy
I keep repeating every meeting
Just to cut the hole I left
Falling faster, there's so much I couldn't see
Every day elapsing like a fantasy
I keep repeating yet releasing
Moments that keep me intact
I can't take it, you stand tainted
Time continues receding
I keep replaying every day that I told myself not to react