Can I learn to trust myself?
Can I learn to love myself?
I shouldn't focus on the past
I shouldn't shut the door so fast
I put myself inside a box
And tell myself the box stays locked
I ignore the things that scare me
And pretend that my routines will change me
But sometimes I think that I took too long
Putting pieces into their places
The screens stay blank when I turn them on
Walling me into smaller spaces
But I'm still out here
Bet you didn't even know
I've been waiting
In the blue fluorescent glow
Did I get to know the others?
Did I learn their favorite colors?
What if they don't even know me?
What if they don't even like me?
I put the thoughts inside a box
And tell myself the box stays locked
I deny myself affection just to
Try and spare myself rejection
And sometimes I think that I took too long
Putting pieces into their places
The screens stay blank when I turn them on
Walling me into smaller spaces
But I'm still out here
Bet you didn't even know
I've been waiting
In the blue fluorescent glow
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I'm still out here
Bet you didn't even know
I've been waiting
In the blue fluorescent glow
I'm still out here
I'm still out here