Can I learn to trust myself? Can I learn to love myself? I shouldn't focus on the past I shouldn't shut the door so fast I put myself inside a box And tell myself the box stays locked I ignore the things that scare me And pretend that my routines will change me But sometimes I think that I took too long Putting pieces into their places The screens stay blank when I turn them on Walling me into smaller spaces But I'm still out here Bet you didn't even know I've been waiting In the blue fluorescent glow Did I get to know the others? Did I learn their favorite colors? What if they don't even know me? What if they don't even like me? I put the thoughts inside a box And tell myself the box stays locked I deny myself affection just to Try and spare myself rejection And sometimes I think that I took too long Putting pieces into their places The screens stay blank when I turn them on Walling me into smaller spaces But I'm still out here Bet you didn't even know I've been waiting In the blue fluorescent glow ♪ I'm still out here Bet you didn't even know I've been waiting In the blue fluorescent glow I'm still out here I'm still out here