It seems like there is Not even one day in my life That isn't pulling me down One day I don't wish to drown The vultures circle over my head I wish it was you they would savage instead It doesn't matter how far I run My vices sticking at me like a shadow at a bird Flying into the shining sun Goddamn I'm not able to escape them It seems like there is Not even one day in my life That isn't pulling me down One day I don't wish to drown So heavy lies the crown Imprisoned in these walls of flesh and bone Trapped among these persons I called my home Your were my home Right in this moment While I'm speaking these lines The scaffold around myself crumbles down But who knows maybe I find happiness In the destruction of my own The vultures circle over my head I wish it was you they would savage instead It seems like there is Not even one day in my life That isn't pulling me down One day I don't wish to drown So heavy lies the crown Imprisoned in these walls of flesh and bone Trapped among these persons I called my home Your were my home And if these were the last words I ever speak I'd probably tell you That I've never found what I seek I can no longer stand your company Just leave me just leave me I can no longer stand your company Just leave me just leave me Here I am I am ready I am ready to die I am ready