I've had enough Of the pressure and I've had enough Of the patience and I've had enough Of the panic and I've had enough Of the pity you're giving me I've had enough Of the cowardice I've had enough Of the heartbreak and I've had enough Of the ridicule and I've had enough Of my own bullshit Say that I won't That I can't That I'll never be Never belong An outcast from the blessed And I'm telling you telling you no 'Cuz you don't Understand that I'll never be Never be Calm or content In this war with myself G-G-Get ready for the ending The red light is blinking I've done so damn much But my self-worth keeps sinking I'm constantly working To make my life perfect but Lying on my death bed Will all this be worth it? I'll spend my whole life Overcoming my doubt I want it to matter When my heart goes out Assemble some punks Play a few shows Maybe for a moment I won't feel so low Then suddenly the labor Pays off and I'm able to Soak up the feeling of Being a bit stable Relieved of the burden Of never giving up ...But I'm kidding myself It will never be enough