I've had enough
Of the pressure and
I've had enough
Of the patience and
I've had enough
Of the panic and
I've had enough
Of the pity you're giving me
I've had enough
Of the cowardice
I've had enough
Of the heartbreak and
I've had enough
Of the ridicule and
I've had enough
Of my own bullshit
Say that I won't
That I can't
That I'll never be
Never belong
An outcast from the blessed
And I'm telling you telling you no
'Cuz you don't
Understand that I'll never be
Never be
Calm or content
In this war with myself
G-G-Get ready for the ending
The red light is blinking
I've done so damn much
But my self-worth keeps sinking
I'm constantly working
To make my life perfect but
Lying on my death bed
Will all this be worth it?
I'll spend my whole life
Overcoming my doubt
I want it to matter
When my heart goes out
Assemble some punks
Play a few shows
Maybe for a moment
I won't feel so low
Then suddenly the labor
Pays off and I'm able to
Soak up the feeling of
Being a bit stable
Relieved of the burden
Of never giving up
...But I'm kidding myself
It will never be enough