I watched my grandfather smoke himself to death And I know my daddy still copes with a cigarette I guess it ain't suicide When you do it in slow motion I guess that's just life So help me my lover I need some of your therapy The demons been dealt down the trunk of my family tree She said your head is disconnected from your heart And just cause you're in pain don't make this art If you're so smart Why don't you figure out happiness Are you really a masochist Like me Maybe you aren't such a Bonafide genius Cause you still walk between us In this fever dream I watch my mother nearly work herself six feet deep She did what she needed so we could eat I'm breaking the cycle I'm going to make it out of this nine to five She said child If you're so smart Why don't you figure out happiness Are you really a masochist Like me Maybe you aren't such a Bonafide genius Cause you still walk between us In this fever dream I'm not a lover I'm just a shill for human decency I believe in charity But I'm living in poverty So anything to get me some sweet serotonin release I am a martyr But survival is my core belief So will you stand by me In my self-righteous solidarity Or are you too busy obsessed with your complexity If you're so smart figure out happiness Are you really a narcissist Maybe you aren't Such a Bonafide genius Cause you still walk between us If you're so smart Why don't you figure out happiness Are you really a masochist And maybe you aren't some modern-day Jesus Cause you're still right here with us If you're so wise Why do you come off so passionless My money's under the mattress You can take it and leave It's just a fever dream It's just a fever dream It's just a fever