Said you want to feel something, okay I don't even know what's headed my way Hanging on a string, yeah a tightrope I guess I been living with my eyes closed You told me that you needed more I got none to give I'm not understanding all the ways you live And the suicidal thoughts in my head won't stop If I'm going out sad, fuck it all kill a cop I could take the pain, bring it on again And the darkness in my head is my only friend I been stuck in this rut, I don't see an end I don't give a fuck anymore I don't feel shit I'm so toxic a literal walking sickness So don't ever come back to me for forgiveness 20 shots, 1 clip no witness White rock, black clothes, suspicious Said you want to feel something, okay I don't even know what's headed my way Hanging on a string, yeah a tightrope I guess I been living with my eyes closed Said you want to feel something, okay I don't even know what's headed my way Hanging on a string, yeah a tightrope I guess I been living with my eyes closed