I was living in autopilot mode I could feel you losing grip I could see you letting go Like a stranger on the side of the road Didn't know where I was going I just knew I had to go Took some time to let the smoke clear And what felt like a minute It had almost been a year I'd take the wheel if I knew how to steer But I crash and I burn And we crash and we burn And I don't know why I just close my eyes Never see the truth Never leave this Gloom These walls will never come down So scratch your name in stone Carrying this kind of weight Is bound to break your bones Can't build a home with no foundation Guilty by disassociation And I don't know why I just close my eyes Never see the truth Never leave this Gloom