Wide awake, snowflakes falling out over the moon So court ordered Christmas is scheduled for morning and noon Every year, disappear in tinsel and TV lights 'Cause brothers and sisters pretending they don't hear the fights Friends say I'm lucky, I wish I were you Pictures of families that never seemed true Holy and holly, I'm never part of Yeah, it's twice the gifts, but half the love Oh-oh, oh-oh Whoa, oh-oh, oh-oh Now and then, remember when we weren't so complicated Before it was lonely and tired and hated Heard her say skate away down a river But goddamn December, it feels like forever 'Cause when I get older, it's all gonna change No shopping, no parties, it'll be any other day We'll make some new memories we'll always dream of It'll be half the gifts, but twice the love Oh-oh, oh-oh Whoa, oh-oh, oh-oh Whoa, oh-oh, oh-oh