Does it make me a bitch If I don't wanna socialize I'm stuck in a glitch A myriad of paradigms And I can't help my awkward self Put the blame on anyone else Half stoned and I don't wanna go out My patience has been burning through a drought I had lots of plans for the day I'll text to send my bailings away So why, do I, wanna be alone Even when i'm lonely And why do I, wanna stay home Even though it's boring I won't make another excuse For anxiety and self abuse So try to understand That I'm a work in progress I'm feeling small And I can't help it I'll be rash So you could call me reckless Responsibilities i couldn't even careless Even though I know, you know, I know That's pretty stupid What do you do when you feel like You're struggling Trying to control things that are out of reach Anti-social cause I'm scared of progression Regress into my room where I resume to question Why, do I, wanna be alone Even when i'm lonely And why do I, wanna stay home Even though it's boring I won't make another excuse For anxiety and self abuse So try to understand That I'm a work in progress Such small hands Could never hold you Such small hands Could never hold you So try, try, try So try, try, try