Nights are ruthless
I close my eyes and press rewind
As thoughts of you flood my mind
I die a hundred times
What's the point of being free
If I can't hold your hand
And even if I knew
I'd refuse to understand
No, I don't want to turn the page
I don't want to see what lies ahead of me
'Cause every step that I will take
Is a step away from how we used to be
No, I don't want to turn the page
And find that you're not there
No, I don't wanna go anywhere
Mornings are cruel
A prisoner in my own head
A patient in my own bed
I die again and again
How do I face the truth
If I'm too blind to see
If giving up and giving in
Mean the same thing to me
No, I don't want to turn the page
I don't want to see what lies ahead of me
'Cause every step that I will take
Is a step away from how we used to be
No, I don't want to turn the page
And find that you're not there
No, I don't wanna go anywhere
I don't want to
Learn how to get by without you
If letting go and moving on
Can fix my life and make me strong
I'd rather be weak
I'd rather be wrong
No, I don't want to turn the page
I don't want to see what lies ahead of me
'Cause every step that I will take
Is a step away from how we used to be
No, I don't want to turn the page
And find that you're not there
No, I don't wanna go anywhere