So as they say The clouds are truly grey I'm choking on the thinnest air My fall was the words you break And now I feel just like a bird But my wings ridden with spurs I remember what I asked Would you catch me if I fell too fast I see the gates of heaven But I'm falling down to hell I hear the bells ring in the Atmosphere as I near my farewell I'm grasping for the stars I start to lose my hope For their help While I fall like Darko's engine To the roof of your motel So weightless And you're shameless So I put the blame On myself Tell me is this real life Deceived are my eyes Can't believe I loved a lie Oh how did I trust a lie Tell me is this real life Deceived are my eyes Can't believe I loved a lie Oh how did I trust a lie Tell me is this real life Deceived are my eyes Can't believe I loved a lie Oh how did I trust a lie Tell me is this real life Deceived are my eyes Can't believe I loved a lie Oh how did I trust a lie So now I pray That I land safely Onto the cold dirt But the earth is nearing quick A flower bed laid My bed, a sweeter grave Did I misbehave Can she love you the same I can't bear to love any one else You took my parachute Now I fall to my death How could you send me off of the cliff I think it's because you know No matter how broken I forgive I will never learn another face In such a quick second I was replaced I almost feel how her lips taste I almost feel your chest with my blade So weightless And you're shameless So I put the blame On myself Tell me is this real life Deceived are my eyes Can't believe I loved a lie Oh how did I trust a lie Tell me is this real life Deceived are my eyes Can't believe I loved a lie Oh how did I trust a lie Tell me is this real life Deceived are my eyes Can't believe I loved a lie Oh how did I trust a lie Tell me is this real life Deceived are my eyes Can't believe I loved a lie Oh how did I trust a lie