It's that time of year when all I want to do is die
I have such complicated feelings, they make me wanna cry, it's too much
Sometimes I can't even sing when I'm alone
My lungs they feel too tired, and my voice is not my own
I'll cut my hair each time I feel scared
When I start feeling unprepared to move on
I'll cut my hair and bathe until I feel clean
I'll forget what old songs mean and move on
We should have known things won't get better if we don't change the way we act
But we keep getting more off track, oh
Old man winter's got his hand still on my throat
Thought I'd make it out alive but look at all the songs I wrote about dying
I'll cut my hair each time I feel scared
When I start feeling unprepared to move on
I'll cut my hair and bathe until I feel clean
I'll forget what old songs mean and move on