I think you loved me like a picture Of yourself in the mirror Flattened Reflection only there to tell you you were better And I think I loved you like a daydream Maladaptive fantasy Closed my eyes and went to you when real life got too scary Today i pulled a tarot card Was the hanged man reversed Looked up the meaning and it said I'm on my feet again And I know it's for the best Just like the cards said But I miss being upside down, you Spider-Man kissing my neck I just got right side up And I can hardly stand It'll take some getting used to My bloods still all in my hands Pins and needles will consume me For a few months I think Part of me hopes I don't forget you I know I have to with the rest of me