I spoke but they didn't listen to a word I said I'll call the doctor up, he'll put me on some meds She's got a cigarette up on her lips Don't look I just pay for shit Blood is runnin' down my lips She thinks I'm a narcissist Baby, I don't even wanna try not more It's like I don't even think that I could cry no more I'm upset, take my mothers medication, go to sleep He's impressed, found my song and now he asking for a feat And he's copying my sound I'm untouched Step up in the function I proceed to fuck it up There's a lot of people changing and they wish they showed me love Now they'll watch me be a star and I hope it fucking sucks And I'll cut you off, no hesitation when I go and do it I'm actin' like an asshole, so she know I'm going through it She had her fucking shot and then she blew it And every time I post a story, know she gonna view it Quit actin' like you even know a single thing about me Cover my face when the eyes getting cloudy Oh, I'm pissed off now, my phones on DND How can I control the things that are so far out of reach? It's not fair, I'm carrying like way too many burdens Fuck around, turn into a different person And I fucked up again, 'least i'll tell it in my verses I tried to speak, I don't think they heard it I spoke but they didn't listen to a word I said I'll call the doctor up, he'll put me on some meds She's got a cigarette up on her lips Don't look I just pay for shit Blood is runnin' down my lips She thinks I'm a narcissist I spoke but they didn't listen to a word I said I'll call the doctor up, he'll put me on some meds She's got a cigarette up on her lips Don't look I just pay for shit Blood is runnin' down my lips She thinks I'm a narcissist