Said you'd have my back through my darkest days And then you left me Said you'd be back around here soon to try and help me But it's been so long I don't know what else to do You said to carry on The pain will all end soon Sometimes I just don't know how to help I pray up to the sky Please lord get me out this hell And I lost myself Cause I don't know who I am Stuck inside this void That you will never understand So I stay frustrated I'm always hated Drinking down the bottle I'll forget you when I'm faded Now I'm waisted Skin is tainted Painted with the poison Of the ones I dated Tell me what you know And tell me what you see Could I bring you back If I figured out the key (And) I was twelve When my father had to leave Even though he's dead Pray the lord his soul is free (And) Can't decide what to do Can't decide, missing you Said you'd have my back through my darkest days And then you left me Said you'd be back around here soon to try and help me But it's been so long I don't know what else to do You said to carry on The pain will all end soon