I tried so hard to keep my life
From slipping away from me
But no matter how hard I try
All that I seem to be
Is a liar and a cheat too
Terrified to make things right
So I'll just lock it all away
And keep it out of sight
I've never felt so sick and on my own
I'm done with trying
The meds won't work tonight
There's no more will to fight
And we're so close and yet so far apart
There's no escaping
I'm drowning in my own fantasies
Dreams all made of hypocrisy
This fight
Stop turn
Back round
You'll learn
This time
You'll see
Just trust
In me
I've never felt so sick and on my own
I'm done with trying
The meds won't work tonight
There's no more will to fight
And we're so close and yet so far apart
There's no escaping
I'm drowning in my own fantasies
Dreams all made of hypocrisy
I've never felt so sick and on my own
I'm done with trying
The meds won't work tonight
There's no more will to fight
And we're so close and yet so far apart
There's no escaping
I'm drowning in my own fantasies
Dreams all made of hypocrisy