I wake to a wasteland I try to understand Hates me everyone Satan's got a gun I'm skinned by my own thoughts Raped by every god Left with everything Feeling so lonely I feel so alone I'm haunted every time I fucking close my eyes I feel the evil force Eat at my rotten corpse I break down in dismay Crumble and decay Worst of this monstrosity Is that this is fucking reality Wake me up or I'll lose my mind This nightmare's draining me inside Terrified to close my eyes This nightmare makes me wanna die When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? I wake in boiling sweat Dream will I forget Actions I do regret Erase then smear with shit I flee from nothing there Possessed by if I care Attempt to run away Manage to burn and pray I fall in endless pit And loving every bit Further that I go Escape this hell I know Smashed down on ten foot spikes Shoved deeper with her might I bleed cold in despair Yet she doesn't fucking care Wake me up or I'll lose my mind This nightmare's draining me inside Terrified to close my eyes This nightmare makes me wanna die When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake?