O the sea I am falling Endlessly I am calling Water floods and up the stairs now Out the door with all we had Lay before us dust uncovered Fear of clean and left behind Somehow change that lies before me Creates a new valid kind I'm left staring at the figures and forever ponder why Yet i've never quite adapted to a world i cannot find Oceans swirl and foot boards tremble as the memories unwind Nature tells me yet again that it wasn't meant to be And how can i overcome all that has afflicted me Try and try and try again Just as if i don't believe As a whole it's all still there Right for everyone to see Just so how will i recover from the numbers that still bind Just another movement forward And another change of time And though others may have known it Yes and others feel it too Just still know that i am here now And it isn't only you Yeah well there is still a number That still haunts me yet today And the others were so close it was barely yesterday I'm still searching for the magic that will turn it all around In a second comes the danger That made all my fear abound Yet the first was still the only number one of it's own time And each moment was a story Every figure in my mind Hoping someday i will breathe from the same air I seek to find Still repeating the same lessons Still absorbing in my mind