I wish I knew why I can't stay clean I try my hardest but my body's so mean And I wake up shaking and feeling like shit But honestly, I'm fine, maybe ill never quit I wish I knew why I act so mean When really I just want my heart to be seen And I hate myself so I hate you too But that didn't make sense, and I didn't think it through Let me be me, and then you'll see Me at my wake, and it'll be great So dress me nice, try not to cry I'll decay and detoxify Let me be me, and then you'll see Me at my wake, and it'll be great So dress me nice, try not to cry I'll decay and detoxify I wish I knew why he didn't love me Maybe my shitty personality Maybe he could honestly Get out of my head like its a bad dream I wish I knew where my parents were now And I wonder if they'd ever be proud Of a fuck up like me, oh can't they see I'll never get over them abandoning me So let me be me, and then you'll see Me at my wake, and it'll be great So dress me nice, try not to cry I'll decay and detoxify Let me be me, and then you'll see Me at my wake, and it'll be great So dress me nice, try not to cry I'll decay and detoxify Let me be me, and then you'll see Me at my wake, and it'll be great So dress me nice, try not to cry Ill decay and detoxify Let me be me, and then you'll see Me at my wake, and it'll be great So dress me nice, try not to cry I'll decay and detoxify