It's lonely at the top, I am sure to drop I've got my finger on the trigger, but I just. Won't. Stop I'm tired of your zoetrope financial schemes Just let your fiscal earning die with my broken dreams My last five solid evenings were a bender flight Don't you dare lecture me about what you think's wrong or right To die as such a superpower seems obscene to me I'm not done questioning your motives here What did you think would get us out of this mirage, my dear Our glory days were long ago, don't hearken back You were in colour guard and I would watch you from the track I've lost the spark, I never want to try again Just change your Facebook status, say you're interested in Men To dwell upon it all just seems obscene to me I've spent a lot of time disappointed I've spent a lot of time punishing myself for things I'd already done When did I get so old? Why do I feel so cold I need to find some piece of mind in my satellite heart Hold me, hold me I need just one more time inside of what was mine Before I let it slip away I need to be told we'll be better off alone Before we go our separate ways I will despise you inside of a month I will regret you given time But for now I need a bed, and a place to rest my head Oh, I don't hate you all the time Part of you will remain mine You will always have these years of my life I'll find someone who's meant for me I'll rest my head upon her knee And in the darkness she will breathe You're mine We'll race along the old back roads We'll never dream of going home I honestly won't care about the time I'll cut with her my summerteeth In hammocks under willow trees Where I played with the twins when we were nine I'll show her everything I've got She'll learn to love what I am not We'll build ourselves a tower and live safe inside Oh, we were a superpower And this is our darkest hour But from all the darkness will come light I'll learn to sleep when I'm alone And come back to an empty home Honestly, you were dear to me But life goes on I promise