I can find the strength inside myself to stand beside you daily But in my heart I know I'll let you down Because when you're not looking at me, that's when my eyes light upon you Illuminated, beautiful and proud But I don't think that you think of me as special And I don't think that you notice when I'm gone I still have breath inside my lungs, but soon I'm gonna drown I'll say your words before you write them down I will cherish smiles like red kisses from a lover You loose them from your quiver and I'm struck And a hand upon my shoulder makes me spiral out for hours I swear I'll think about you when I'm fucked But I don't want to think about you as my captor And I know you couldn't love me very long I'll sit beside you on field trips and when we go to town And I'll say your words before you write them down It would be one thing if you thought of me as special And another if you noticed when I was gone But I can't stick around until I'm a chore No, I don't want to be your voicebox anymore