Why do I feel like walking when you're talking to me? Why do I go see him when I know I shouldn't be? I should be the hero in the story I have written But I'm watching myself turn into the villain You say I've been acting strange I promise I will change But I'm crossing my fingers behind my back Blood on my hands from my latest attack Tell you I love you, I'm no good at that Can't see your fate? Well I'm painting it black Why do I tell these lies to the one I truly love? Why can't I be the girl wearing white in his arms? I should be the hero, the happy ever after Why do all good things end in disaster? You say I should play my part But I've been bad from the start So I'm crossing my fingers behind my back Blood on my hands from my latest attack Tell you I love you, I'm no good at that Can't see your fate? Well I'm painting it black It's too dangerous to fall in love But you can't hurt me now because I'm crossing my fingers behind my back Blood on my hands from my latest attack Tell you I love you, I'm no good at that Can't see your fate? Well, I'm painting it black Crossing my fingers behind my back