Tryna change the subject but I can't Got me thinkin' that I can You know that I'm tryna be the man Always had a plan Cookin' while I'm puffin' on the plant Bitch I'm so fly I cannot land I'm under the sand Promise that you cannot understand You said that you tryna know the plan I say that you can't Yea they know that Imma business man Choose up (Choose up) Got me tryna get my blues up (Blues up) Always winnin' you a loser (Loser) You got a hoe you might lose her (Lose her) And I'm scared that I grew up (Blew up) Got me scared that I screwed up (Screwed up) Now I'm tryna make a move up move up (Move up) Tryna make it to the top top top How the fuck you say you ride but you really won't Say you care about my life but you really don't Tryna flush away the pain when I'm really stoned I thought I was at a high but I'm really low Really speaking on my mind every time I make these songs Say I love you like I do but honestly I really don't And I'm tryna heal the pain I can't find a way to cope I was at the top now I'm fallin' off a slope How the fuck you say you wanna go live with me Then whisper to your friend like you lied to me They say that you had a bad day and you ain't lookin good I'm like baby you look fine to me Now hittin' up my phone I'm like finally In the night smokin' loud moving silently Sorry that I'm not the man that I tried to be Not my fault you ain't ever seen this side of me Cuz I'm a different person when I'm all alone Got me switchin up my flow you know what I'm on So how the fuck you gonna say that I'm monotone I don't wanna talk I'm talkin to my microphone Got me pourin' out my heart when I'm on a song You think that I need your help but I really don't You and me we not the same I'm on a different zone Never needed help I do this shit all on my own I don't even fuck with you no more Day 1 girl I knew you was a hoe But I let all of my feelings take control Gotta keep my feelings on the low Said I loved you but I really don't Lookin at my fit I be fly than a bitch Zoom fast on the road 105 in this bitch That's okay got the boys we gon' vibe in the whip Puffin' gas livin' good hella high than a bitch yea How the fuck you say you ride but you really won't Say you care about my life but you really don't Tryna flush away the pain when I'm really stoned I thought I was at a high but I'm really low Really speaking on my mind every time I make these songs Say I love you like I do but honestly I really don't And I'm tryna heal the pain I can't find a way to cope I was at the top now I'm fallin' off a slope