I awoke one night
Wondering who I was
And of what I've done
And if mattered at all
And I'm pretty sure now
Nothing's left
Nothing's left
So hard for me to feel good
When I can't be myself
Ohh.
Oh sometimes when I lose control
Am I letting go?
Was I ever in control?
Sometimes I wonder how you know
Do you really know
Am j just testing my control
It's so hard for me to feel good
When I can't be myself
Ohh.