No matter how hard I fight
The burden is too much to bear
Defeated, incomplete
And trapped in this nightmare
For years I struggled
Trying to find my place in life
Surrounded by the violence, hate, despair and strife
The stench of death envelops me
With graves as far as I can see
No blood just pain
Is all that's coursing through these veins
Staring through my hollow soul
With just myself to blame
Placed in submission
Lacking strength to set me free
With heavy debt only repaid by agony
This hell grows stronger every day
I feel myself slipping away
Accept the end and rest in peace, finally done
As I look back I know I'll never miss the sun