Waking up and making some coffee and Tomorrow I may eat like a king But today I'll curb my appetite With wonder bread and nicotine Sitting outside smoking cigarettes Watching as the planes fly by Hoping and praying she will forget All the times I've done her wrong I'm driving down the road so lonely Hoping no one hears me cry Trying to get there, but don't know where I'm going 'Cause all these damn Spanish street signs It's been months since I seen my family I hope that I can make them proud For letting go of all of my vices And all the things that kept me down Some days I feel like quittin' but I don't want to let you down So I try my best to stay positive But it's hard without you around I'm driving down the road so lonely Hoping no one hears me cry Trying to get there but don't know where I'm going 'Cause all these damn Spanish street signs Try to sleep when I lay down at night But thoughts of you they dance in my mind Cross my legs and I try to meditate But I can hear the neighbors outside Got up to yell through the window but I fell down a rabbit hole Twists and turns that go on forever and I get lost wherever I go I'm driving down the road so lonely Hoping no one hears me cry Trying to get there but don't know where I'm going 'Cause all these damn Spanish street signs