Every moment I have failed Was a torture for your soul Steered by demons, who had climbed up from my own I close my fingers to a fist Try to figure, how it feels When the wickedness comes over me again And for the first time I went too far, There's no excuse, the things I've done I can't deny And for a last time you say goodbye, Don't waste a tear it isn't worth to save a lie Every single word, I said, hurt you more, than I expected Mental scars that never heal and will remain forever, I close my eyes so I can't see The dark that is inside of me And the wickedness comes over me again And for the first time I went too far, There's no excuse, the things I've done I can't deny And for a last time you say goodbye, Don't waste a tear it isn't worth to save a lie