A flash on the nightsky, Against ceaseless rainfall. A flicker on the wall, Amidst dancing shadows. Spinning round in circles, Yet rooted on the spot. Lying still on the floor, Whirling about inside. This is not what I had wanted, I have to leave this place. This is not what I had dreamed of, I need to gain more space. This is not what I intended, I have to leave these shores. This is not what I had hoped for, I need to close these doors. I should get on an airplane. I should leave this state of mind. I should use the passing lane. I should leave this life behind. I will catch the morning breeze. I will jump into the sea. I will follow my caprice. I will finally be me. This is not what I had wanted, I have to leave this place. This is not what I had dreamed of, I need to gain more space. This is not what I had wanted, I have to leave this place. This is not what I had dreamed of, I need to gain more space. This is not what I intended, I have to leave these shores. This is not what I had hoped for, I need to close these doors. So many directions, I feel so pulled apart. So many distractions, I feel them split my heart. So many directions, I feel so pulled apart. So many distractions, I feel them split my heart. So many directions, I feel so pulled apart. So many distractions, I feel them split my heart.