I'm sorry that I stole your skateboard
'Cause I thought that you said it was mine
Now I'd do anything to get rid of the thought
But you won't take it back and that's perfectly fine
So it sits out of sight in my bedroom
And sometimes I think it's such a waste
That I can't take it out without feeling like shit
When by now I swear I could've learned how to skate
It's just a constant reminder
That you are so kind and I'm mistaken now
I can't go one day without it
This gravity bringing me down
Ever since I remember existing
Never felt in control of myself
Maybe I should drink water or go outside more
'Cause my therapist tells me it's bad for my health
To keep poking at wounds just to see the blood
Trying to patch up my ego with guilt
'Cause there's a pit in my chest that insists that I'm wicked
And if nobody knows it right now then they will
It's just a constant reminder
That you are so kind and I'm mistaken now
I can't go one day without it
This weight that I carry around
Sometimes I get the feeling I'm only
Playing true to the part I'm assigned
Watch myself through the holes in my body
Ruin my life
Ruin my life
Ruin my life
Ruin my life
It's just a constant reminder
That you are so kindly finding a way out
I can't go one day without it
This gravity bringing me down
Ruin my life
Ruin my life
Ruin my life
Ruin my life