True in the dark you can feel more But does that make you more? I would have guessed so since we Were jump-tired in cerulean light And we saw the faces that called us to this place And I had shown you what it was I meant Only to be dropped like a cigarette It was warm, but not for long And when you kicked me off I thought, "this girl must have it all" The kids from the garden lift you much higher And I know how much you like it The glass has broken in silence I wish I knew why I was so violent Kids from the garden lift you much higher And I know how much you like it The glass has broken in silence I wish I knew why I was so violent Truth be told I was in there for me You were in there to leave but I didn't know it 'Cause of tulips tipped and turning of cots But this is a closed book is it not? Maybe if I hallucinate just right And dim down the the light Would you start to look at me? Maybe if we sing the songs that you love Would that be enough For you just to look at me? I know that I may never be enough for you But now I'm really not sure if I want to There's a river, you see, it goes and flows And even though I don't know what it is I'm going to follow it I know it's an enigma but it's Much more likely to satisfy me Though it pushes and pulls Crashes and turns I know it could not hurt me like I got from you The kids from the garden lift you much higher And I know how much you like it The glass has broken in silence I wish I knew why I was so violent Kids from the garden lift you much higher And I know how much you like it The glass has broken in silence I wish I knew why I was so violent Oh why, et tu, oh why, oh Julia It's a river oh, It's a river oh, It's a river oh oh