Why do you look so sad in that dress? You're such a big, hot mess (Hot!) Hot like my temper I'm raging at myself in the mirror You make me sulk You make me sulk! Down to the ground I hate who I am You make me hate who I am Don't sweat it, I'll play okay Give me rolls of quarters and I'll play into your silly games And I'll waste all my headspace drinking to forget That's what got me here in the first place Idiotic defense So you got sad because I got mad But it was idiotic defense It was only self-defense! And we were sitting on the couch in our second home But when I left that home forever I left it all alone! Don't sweat it, I'll play okay Give me rolls of quarters and I'll play into your silly games And I'll waste all my headspace drinking to forget That's what got me here in the first place Idiotic defense You told me to never quit, you hypocrite You told me to never quit, you hypocrite And I heard my biggest fears cry out on the phone Telling me its own fears of the future and the mind And I comforted fear I let him fucking cry it out because that's the kinda person I am I guess Idiotic Defense Save me from paralyzation Or drowning There's always something