I wake up fucked up every morning Nothing changes but the clothes on my back And where my acne is at I swear excessively not because my grammars shit But because I'm always so mad Everyone betrays me You looked me in the eye and you told me You wanted to be high every day of your life You fucking got me And now I sit here just like you, bored as fuck and desperate for something that will Knock me out Of this world And I miss the comfort of being a fuck up with my friends They drained the good in my blood and turned me bad, bad, bad, bad! And now I'm getting drunk all alone Fucking up all by myself, it's not the same You got me hooked, you left, and I stayed the same Stayed the same Stayed the same You gave me all your bad habits Then left me to deal with it on my own I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know what I'm doing! All I want is more so I feel The hole in my chest fill up one tiny grain of sand at a time Fuck all this time I have to myself and where the fuck Is my ambition I miss having drive I'm so tired, every day of my life But you don't care you wish I was dead It's okay, me too, I hate myself for Letting you have so much power over me Its been a year and I still remember the color of your eyes And I miss the comfort of being a fuck up with my friends They drained the good in my blood and turned me bad, bad, bad, bad! And now I'm getting drunk all alone Fucking up all by myself, it's not the same You got me hooked, you left, and I stayed the same Stayed the same Stayed the same It's been a year and I still remember the color of your eyes