All of my best friends are missing their bodies are dancing and drinking some spirits
They're haunted by the people they are and they aren't breathing. Breathing. Breathing
Stop. Alright go, take me slow. Kill me gently and raise my bones
Irrelevant skeletons play dead, doggie style, get off and go home (Go home)
Where? Where's the lighter? Where's the hash? Where's the volume? Make it blast
Make the party last. We're animals, heavy headed animals
With too much time to pass, too many doubts to mask. I admit that
I ain't miserable you are. I'm just playing. I'm just saying
All the color drained out my eyes now everything looks the same
But I'm having a good time. I'm living my best life
I'm killing it. I'm killing it
Oh my god I'm messed up
How many shots to the brain it gonna take to take the edge off
Pour another one, kiss the barrel, and pull the trigger
Outside girls kiss cigarettes and like stars the embers burn
I'll go to sleep stoned and wake up turnt
Cause I like my death on my terms, delicate and without concern
For how it hurts
You left me, left me falling
So high, suspended in that morning light
Save my soul, take these notes
I'mma find me a reason to leave this hole
And If you ain't coming then I guess I hope I'll see you soon
Cause I'm gonna be what I am in the end
Damned if I can't
But my best friends are manic again
False family call them my manic akins
Days darker than Anakin when they start sky-walking ambien
Cocaine, Adderall, now xans are in
I gotta hand it to them, they hold their sanity insanely slim
It's uncannily grim, man, it's a fantasy when the amity ends
Over a plan to can the damn chemistry blender
Dopa dopa dopamine bender
Overdose and overload the animal again and again
My grandfather took lithium for a mental dissonance that ended him
He was Schizophrenic. He was a gentle man
Now he's my guardian angel, and I go insane for entertainment
And I think the only reason I ain't full of demons is because
He died learning to tame them. Whoa
You left me, left me falling
So high, suspended in that morning light
Man it's a wild show. I see machines and ghosts
Hyenas and crows, carrion in their teeth, their woes
But I ain't taking life, I'm taking hope
I dropped the knife to pick up the globe
Now listen close. Atlas is weak
Ask him to hold a human heart
And watch him weep, watch him blow
One of these days you'll see
One of these days I'll know
The difference in my soul and my shadow
But damn if I ain't alone on a bustling road
The hustle is good but the hustle is cold
The hustle is good but the hustle is cold
So I keep on shuffling through, nowhere but forward to go
Nothing but dreams to behold
And I ain't even trying to see through a crystal globe
I'm just trying to believe in God is all
Believe it or don't, I got faith for tomorrow
Cause you know the end is another way
Of saying the beginning will come and pass
Like tomorrow will come and pass
Like sorrow will come and pass
And I'm learning to let so much of it go
I'm learning to let so much of it go
On and on. So much of it goes
On and on. So much of it goes
On and on