Caught between all the lives that I have weaved Seamlessly into the fiber of who I used to be I can tell what I love about myself But in momentary doubt I can count on the drugs to help Sometimes when I feel like giving up I think if I only could find A way to appear like you Everything would be alright When what I do is never enough To feel halfway normal I can find my intoxication And suddenly everything is compatible Taught to believe only what it is I can see, But as time erodes all mystery, I can't tell between What is real, or which of these facades is the mirror, I am each time I disappear... is it a dream or is it fear Sometimes when I feel like giving up I think if I only could find A way to appear like you Everything would be alright When what I do is never enough To feel halfway normal I can find my intoxication And suddenly everything is compatible Sometimes I think if I only could find A way to appear like you Everything would be alright