It's been a while since I last saw you Not one day goes by, that you don't run through my mind Man I swear this ain't right But your mother has some demons that she has to fight I'm just waiting for the day or night where everything's fine And it's getting hard without you son I hope you don't forget our bond I love you, and I'm counting all the days that are gone That are wasted, I'm pacing, my mind then starts racing A solution is the only thing that I'm really chasing Cause I don't want to fight with your mom, it's gone too long I wish that she could understand that this whole things wrong I can't talk to yall, so now I'm just writing these songs Sometimes I just want to say I'm done I need to stay strong Cause I'm doing this for you One day we will look, at the problems in the view And laugh about it too, that we couldn't fix it sooner I hope your mommy heal, and your presence is what soothes her I hope that when you see What you mean to me You recall all the memories I hope one day you know I never Let you go Despise what she did to me It's been months since I last saw you I swear it's gets hard, cause things aren't getting easier I swear that I have plead with her But damn, a man can only beg for so long I hope you don't forget about me, cause you're so young And both your Sisters missing you, I never wanted This for you I wish that we could go back, and prevent this from becoming true Cause for you, I would do it there's no question Cause ever since it happened I've been dealing with depression And been dealing with this tension That has grown so much, that it was hard for a prevention And some day it will all be okay Cause I know that time will come and wash away the hate Doesn't matter what they say Cause all I care about, making sure that we're all sane And regardless of the Hate Deep inside I know she feels the same I love you son I hope that when you see What you mean to me You recall all the memories I hope one day you know I never Let you go Despise what she did to me I hope that when you see What you mean to me You recall all the memories Son i know you were too young To understand the situation Fighting with your mom over legal Rights like visitation Just so i could see the perfect smile Of my creation Damn you acted like me, danced just like me, had my gentle nature. But the time shared was close to nothing Never got to meet you cousins Grandma loves, so does grandpa, so do I But theres something missing From the picture and son its you Id give my life just to have back Ive told some lies, but this is facts Dont let anybody ever tell you that I dont care, it wasnt that Truly I cant take her back After all the lies, and the wasted time The love was gone, and i hated that I walked away, tried to make some peace With my wounded soul But Eli know, if i didnt say it Or didnt show it Im sorry buddy I love you son So I hope that when you see What you mean to me You recall all the memories I hope one day you know I never Let you go Despise what she did to me So I hope that when you see What you mean to me You recall all the memories I hope one day you know I never Let you go Despise what she did to me I hope that when you see What you mean to me You recall all the memories